Sooner or Later. Not Coming Soon

kalau ada ilmu tu, tak salah rasanya kalau share dengan orang lain. tak rugi apa-apa, berfaedah and berpahala lagi. so, what's the point nak kedekut ilmu. i won't mention your name and if i do mention pun, hell no la kan people nak berkenalan dengan kau. since project 1 lagi aku realized that attitude of yours - kedekut ilmu. kami tak mengharap kau akan bagitau kami semuanya. sebab in the end, memang kami akan tahu. dan in the end tu juga la, kau mengharap pada kami to run everything for you, helping you merungkai persoalan tu. supervisor did asked to run that tlc thing and what, kau buat sorang, makan sorang, memang tak la kan kau nak bagitau kami. and yeah, wish you luck with your attitudes. 

macam tak perlu la nak berlagak baik if clearly perangai buruk tu dah memang terdedah. kami masih bersabar. up until now. the next day, pandai-pandai la kau bawa diri buat semua tu. bukan kau makan sorang, buat sorang? dan ya, we will leave you alone. 

thanks for not helping at all. 

Kau Tau Tak Zalora ?

Hi.

First time beli barang dari zalora. Siapa tak kenal zalora memang sah tinggal dalam gua. hahaha

Bila beli barang secara online, ada few things kena ingat sendiri la.

I)             Respon dari penjual/pembekal

Masa beli barang dari zalora, ingat kan leceh nak isi form itu ini. Tapi meleset jauh plak sangkaan tu. Hewhew Sekelip mata order dah settle. Klik sana sini sana, settle. Syok gila. Tak pernah shopping selaju itu. hewhew aku kot yang tinggal dalam gua. haha. yelaa, selalu nya, kena tunggu penjual tu reply, tu pun memang take time lah. Tapi dengan zalora memang syok la. Laju weh.

II)           Barang / product

Kalau you all pernah tengok barang di zalora, each product tu akan ada gambar yang bole di zoom in out sesuki suki. Dari situ bole nampak lebih jelas produk tu cemana. Eh. Lupaa. Aku beli wallet. Hewhew ada beberapa wallet yang berkenan di jantung tapi beli satu je. Hihi dalam gambar di website zalora sebijik dengan apa yang aku dapat. So, tak ada rugi nya di situ. Kiranya gambar tu bukan sekadar hiasan. (:

        

Next time beli di zalora lagi ! ;D

Today

I have been so busy with my final year project even until now. I have to go to lab even it is weekends. I am so tired, stress with midterms, assignments that keep piling up. However I still have to endure this until I finished my study. May Allah bless me and my friends. Amin.

By the way, I don’t have class for today as my lecturer went to Wanita Hari Ini as a panel for a talk regarding the collagen in seaweed. Pssstt~ actually seaweed doesn’t have collagen. try googling for yourself yeahh. Welp, I have decided to go to lab to do what have to be done.

Around 3 pm I reached home. After taking my lunch –yeah, at this hour—I am browsing the location for my internship, which I found out to be quite far. But let that be that way first. My friend texting me asking to go for a movie, iron man 3.

“weh, iron man jom.”

“kau belanje ah.”

“alaa. Belum ada duit. Awal bulan baru ada.”

“dah gaji la.”

“aku gaji awal bulan. Haha”

“kalau camtu, tunggu awal bulan ah.”

“ala, bejanggut tunggu. Jom la”

Bla bla bla.

In the end he bought 2 tickets for me and him. Kahkahkah. I know he doesn’t want to be forever alone –watching movie alone.

Kenapa Kita Jerit Waktu Marah ehh?

i read it somewhere. mari baca !

A Hindu saint who was visiting river Ganges to take bath found a group of family members on the banks, shouting in anger at each other. He turned to his disciples smiled' n asked.
'Why do people shout in anger shout at each other?'
Disciples thought for a while, one of them said,' Because we lose our calm, we shout.'
'But, why should you shout when the other person is just next to you? You can as well tell him what you have to say in a soft manner.' asked the saint

Disciples gave some other answers but none satisfied the other disciples.
Finally the saint explained, .

'When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other to cover that great distance.

What happens when two people fall in love? They don't shout at each other but talk softly, Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is either nonexistent or very small...'

The saint continued,'When they love each other even more, what happens? They do not speak, only whisper'n they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other'n that's all. That is how close two people are when they love each other.'

He looked at his disciples and said.

'So when you argue do not let your hearts get distant, Do not say words that distance each other more, Or else there will come a day when the distance is so great that you will not find the path to return.'
Disciples gave some other answers but none satisfied the other disciples.Finally the saint explained, .
'When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other to cover that great distance.
What happens when two people fall in love? They don't shout at each other but talk softly, Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is either nonexistent or very small...'
The saint continued,'When they love each other even more, what happens? They do not speak, only whisper'n they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other'n that's all. That is how close two people are when they love each other.'
He looked at his disciples and said.
'So when you argue do not let your hearts get distant, Do not say words that distance each other more, Or else there will come a day when the distance is so great that you will not find the path to return.'

Random Post of Random Thought of Mine.

hi kawan-kawan.

firstly, lemme warn you that this post is totally random. random post of my random thought. hewhew. cool is it? entah apa yang cool pun aku tak tau.

my final year project

kantoi la aku ni budak final year da. excited woi. final year daaa. ahhaa. haaa. -.-“ by the way, my project baru around 1% done and now I am stress to max already. gila kau. hahaha maybe it is because of half part of me that don’t wanna to be rejected by the experiment. =.= baru pre-dry sampel dah give up. nasib baik ada ice-cream banilla flavor (vanilla). kahkahkah. aku akan berusaha keras kali ni. tak mau kalah dengan stress applied by the project. puiihh. betapa gangster nya aku terhadap project itu.

kawan susah senang

kadang aku rasa aku ni macam sedang digunakan oleh pihak yang tak ada kawan susah senang. time susah, time tak ada kawan, memang muka aku la kena cari kan. nasib dalam hati ada baik hati.

zalora

part ni paling syookkk. siapa tak nak kena bagi free voucher weh. oh yeah! sila jeles laju laju lepas tu pegi zalora.com.my. hewhewhew will update about this later. oh yeah yeah.

bye kawang kawang.

Kesian Hati.

kecil hati.

terasa ingin pergi jauh; bawa diri.

menyorok dalam gua gelap gelita. 

biar sendiri.

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tak patut menyesali diri yang terlalu baik hati.

terlalu menjaga perasaan orang lain.

selalu memikirkan orang lain.

perasaan sendiri tak dihirau.

tak diambil peduli kerana hati orang lain tu lagi penting.

ya, hati orang lain tu lagi penting sampai hati sendiri luka.

selalu terluka. 

sudah banyak parut-parut luka.

ada yang masih baru. 

masih ada parut lama yang tak hilang lagi.

ini semua dek kerana hati orang lain yang lagi penting.

21 Day Blog Challenge

gatal plak tangan aku mau buat benda ni.
at least i have something to update. hewhew

DAY 1 – SONG(S) YOU LISTEN TO TODAY.

DAY 2 – THINGS YOU DO BEFORE SLEEP.

DAY 3 – WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP STATUS.

DAY 4 – STATE 3 OF YOUR BAD HABITS.

DAY 5 – WHAT IS INSIDE YOUR WALLET?

DAY 6 – INTERESTING THINGS YOU DO TODAY?

DAY 7 - WHAT IS THE THING YOU MOST WISH YOU WERE GREAT AT?

DAY 8 – UPLOAD FEW PICTURE OF YOUR DREAM BEDROOM.

DAY 9 – LIST 15 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU.

DAY 10 – WHAT ARE 3 PASSIONS YOU HAVE?

DAY 11 - LIST YOUR TOP 3 HOBBIES AND WHY YOU LOVE THEM.

DAY 12 – WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE FOOD / DRINK?

DAY 13 – LIST BOOKS YOU LOVE TO READ.

DAY 14 – UPLOAD A SCREENSHOT OF YOUR DESKTOP.

DAY 15 – WRITE A LETTER TO YOUR FUTURE HUSBAND / WIFE.

DAY 16 – WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? WHY?

DAY 17 – WHAT IS YOUR WISHLIST?

DAY 18 – WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN 7 YEARS TIME?

DAY 19 – WRITE A LETTER TO SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOUR LIFE.

DAY 20 – WHAT IS THE MOST EXPENSIVE THING YOU HAVE EVER BOUGHT USING YOUR OWN MONEY?

DAY 21 – DESCRIBE ABOUT YOUR CRUSH / EX.

by the way, why 21? basically people will do 30. 

i will tell you later. 

Blood Donation Campaign

Hari ni ada kempen derma darah di hostel.

So, I took the chance to donor my blood.

First time oi.

Tak mahu guna alasan takut. Sakit.

Kalau tak sekarang, bila lagi.

Berat okay.

Haemoglobin okay.

Pressure excellent.

So, 450 ml.

Staff tu cucuk bius.

Sebelum tu, dia cakap.

Kamu banyak urat halus.

Takut salah cucuk, nanti bengkak.

Alhamdulillah semua nya okay.

My blood flowing is slow but steady.

My vein is small.

Tu blood flowing tak deras macam mereka.

Kalau nervous pun affects blood flowing.

Aku terus cool down kan diri.

Ngam plak duduk depan air cond.

Haha.

Aku ni insan yang banyak tanya.

I asked the staff,

When will be my next donation after this?

3 months.

CPD for each blood beg beza ke?

Yes. bergantung dgn volume blood collected.

Oh.

Tau apa aku terfikir masa dalam dewan tu tadi?

VAMPIRE DIARIES! puhahahaha!

Lahad Datu

What should I feel when the war at my hometown, (Lahad Datu) my family is there and I am here far from them? My heartbeat is so faster. I feel like crying when I knew the news. My sister texted me.

Start perang suda d Tanjung Labian.

Agak huru hara.

I hurriedly browse news, twitter, facebook (which I find more reliable than news at tv) about the war. And the news about war is everywhere! Everyone is keep updating their FB’s status about the war. O Allah. :(

There is some of Malaysian who does not even know what happened in LD. I don’t want to blame anyone here. But I’m not satisfied with the mass media especially news in tv. They don’t even put it on the news. Come on. It’s like Sabah isn’t a part of Malaysia. They only focus with their politics issues. (tau la nk PRU da)

The war at Lahad Datu is not as big as in Gaza, I know that. But, we here are damn scared. Kau apa tahu? Our family.

Tunggulah karma menjemput mu. Baru kau tahu apa rasa nya.

#PrayForLahadDatu

Other People.

Addicted to FB Game: Baseball Heroes

I have been playing Baseball Heroes for the past 3 days. That really shows that I am totally not busy. I can’t say playing that game is killing my time as actually I have a lot of free time. This lasts for the mean time only because lecture doesn’t start yet. Welp, if you get what I mean.

I’m waking up and playing the game straight away. After eat, bath; playing games. As I can see, it is not only me who is bored to death in this house. hahaha my housemate also  layan game in fb. The others who can’t stand the boredom symptoms went out somewhere. I wanna go out too, but no money plus no friend, so it is better for me to duduk diam-diam at house or else the money will flowing out from my purse slowly.

Welp, the game that I have been playing is Baseball Heroes. I already mention it above. hahaha I don’t know why I am into this game. Maybe I miss to play softball. They are similar in some ways. Yet I don’t know which part that they are different. hehehe google it yourself, ok?

When I was 14 yo I played softball for Sepang’s district. Since it is a first time exposed to Sepang (kononnya), we are kind of noob to play it correctly. We are still lack in stamina, strategy and in everything. However, for the following year we manage to win ourselves 3^rd place in Selangor’s level. Congratulations to us! hahaha When you look at my teammates, you wouldn’t believe your eyes as most of the players tu lemah lembut wa cakap lu. Including me. hahaha

okay, got to go. xoxo

Kalau dah bosan tu, bosan juga la.

first week of new semester. kuliah pun tak start lagi. adala turun kelas tapi lecturer bagi briefing sejjaa. isnin-rabu kelas start at 10am. khamis free. jumaat 8-10am. nampak tak betapa free nya aku. hahaha padahal waktu free tu nak kena manfaat masuk lab. tapi kena tunggu peruntukan beli bahan dulu baru bole start engine gituww. huhu

so far my everyday routine sangat membosankan. thanks to fb sebab ada banyak game. awal sem je macam tu. mid sem tak adanya aku layan game tu semua. perabih quota broadband aku sejjaa. dah la aku ni muka youtube. memang hobby aku ni download music video yang amassing amassing. mana tak broadband selloow gila. hahaha

nak spent free time tengok movie pun kena fikir 2 3 juta kali. nanti membazir duit tengok cerita tak best. pt pun tak masuk lagi ni. so duit yang ada beli buah orange. ada kaitan? hahaha daripada beli juice yang tambah gula da tu, baik aku beli orange kan. vitamin C weh. selesma aku tak baik lagi ni. hingus meleleh je ha. kahkahkah

kesimpulan nya di sini, aku tengah bosan ni. #ayat awal sem. kau tunggu la mid sem. hahaha

12 Hours Before Fly to KL

him: nah. (hulur ice cream) cakap apa?
me: seddaapppnyaaa.
him: cakap "sayang abang lah."
me: (i tot kena cakap terima kasih =.=") sayang abang. hehe rasuah ka ni?
him: ya, (sambil keluarkan rokok). supaya tak dimarah merokok.
me: suka rasuah tauuu.

#semalam pun dia rasuah aku tutti frutti. =.="

Finally, Perdana Park.

semalam aku pegi lepak dekat Perdana Park, Tanjung Aru. tempat ni tempat riadah, boleh jog. then start jam 7:30-9:30 ada pertunjukan air pancut berirama. ye kot tu nama dia. hihi sebenarnya dah lama nak tengok benda ni. 2 kali pegi tempat ni tapi time tu tengah under construction, so tak ada show la. so, finally yesterday dapat la juga tengok. 2 times. I was amazed gila how creative they are. pegi tengok sendiri la baru syokk. ;p

bye.

Ayat Kursi: Maksud dan Kelebihan

Allah tidak ada Tuhan melainkan Dia yang Maha Kekal lagi terus menerus mengurus makhlukNya, tidak mengantuk dan tidak tidur KepunyaanNya apa yang di langit dan di bumi. Siapakah yang dapat memberi syafa'at di sisi Allah tanpa izinNya? Allah mengetahui apa-apa yang di hadapan mereka dan di belakang meraka, dan mereka tidak mengetahui apa-apa dari ilmu Allah melainkan apa yang dikehendakiNya. Kursi Allah meliputi langit dan bumi, Dan Allah tidak merasa berat memelihara keduanya, dan Allah Maha Tinggi lagi Maha Besar. (QS : Al-Baqarah : 255)

KELEBIHAN AYAT KURSI

• Sesiapa yang membaca ayat Kursi dengan khusyuk setiap kali selepas sholat fardhu, setiap pagi dan petang, setiap kali keluar masuk rumah atau hendak musafir, insyaAllah akan terpeliharalah dirinya dari godaan syaitan, kejahatan manusia, binatang buas yang akan memudaratkan dirinya bahkan keluarga, anak-anak, harta bendanya juga akan terpelihara dengan izin Allah s.w.t.

• Mengikut keterangan dari kitab "Asraarul Mufidah" sesiapa mengamalkan membacanya setiap hari sebanyak 18 kali maka akan dibukakan dadanya dengan berbagai hikmah, dimurahkan rezekinya, dinaikkan darjatnya dan diberikannya pengaruh sehingga semua orang akan menghormatinya serta terpelihara ia dari segala bencana dengan izin Allah.

• Syeikh Abu Abbas ada menerangkan, siapa yang membacanya sebanyak 50 kali lalu ditiupkannya pada air hujan kemudian diminumnya, Insya-Allah, Allah akan mencerdaskan akal fikirannya serta memudahkannya menerima ilmu pengetahuan.

• Rasullullah s.a.w. bersabda bermaksud: "Sesiapa pulang ke rumahnya serta membaca ayat Kursi, Allah hilangkan segala kefakiran di depan matanya.

• Sabda baginda lagi; "Umatku yang membaca ayat Kursi 12 kali pada pagi jumaat, kemudian berwuduk dan sembahyang sunat dua rakaat, Allah memeliharanya daripada kejahatan syaitan dan kejahatan pembesar."

• Orang yang selalu membaca ayat Kursi dicintai dan dipelihara Allah sebagaimana DIA memelihara Nabi Muhammad.

• Mereka yang beramal dengan bacaan ayat Kursi akan mendapat pertolongan serta perlindungan Allah daripada gangguan serta hasutan syaitan.

• Pengamal ayat Kursi juga, dengan izin Allah, akan terhindar daripada pencerobohan pencuri. Ayat Kursi menjadi benteng yang kuat menyekat pencuri daripada memasuki rumah.

• Mengamalkan bacaan ayat Kursi juga akan memberikan keselamatan ketika dalam perjalanannya.

• Ayat Kursi yang dibaca dengan penuh khusyuk, insya-Allah akan menyebabkan syaitan dan jin terbakar.

• Jika anda berpindah ke rumah baru maka pada malam pertama anda menduduki rumah itu sebaiknya anda membaca ayat Kursi 100 kali, insya-Allah mudah-mudahan anda sekeluarga terhindar daripada gangguan lahir dan batin.

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi apabila berbaring di tempat tidurnya, Allah mewakilkan 2 orang Malaikat memeliharanya hingga subuh.

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir setiap sembahyang Fardhu, ia akan berada dalam lindungan Allah hingga sholat yang lain.

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir tiap sholat, tidak menegah akan dia daripada masuk syurga kecuali maut, dan barang siapa membacanya ketika hendak tidur, Allah memelihara akan dia ke atas rumahnya, rumah jirannya & ahli rumah2 di sekitarnya.

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi diakhir tiap-tiap sholat Fardhu, Allah menganugerahkan dia hati-hati orang yang bersyukur perbuatan2 orang yang benar, pahala nabi2 juga Allah melimpahkan padanya rahmat.

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi sebelum keluar rumahnya, maka Allah mengutuskan 70,000 Malaikat kepadanya, mereka semua memohon keampunan dan mendoakan baginya.

• Barang siapa membaca ayat Al-Kursi di akhir sembahyang Allah azza wajalla akan mengendalikan pengambilan rohnya dan ia adalah seperti orang yang berperang bersama nabi Allah sehingga mati syahid.

• Barang siapa yang membaca ayat al-Kursi ketika dalam kesempitan niscaya Allah berkenan memberi pertolongan kepadanya Dari Abdullah bin 'Amr r.a.

Exam is Over.

hello kezen! :p

aku dah habis exam dah. tapi kan kan, tak excited nak balik hometown sebab im going to stay at asrama. :-/ apa lagi, nak perabih projek (fyp) ni hah. so, memang cuti yang sebulan ni aku di asrama lah. tak pegi mana². nak berjimba tak ada duit plak kan. banyak duit nak guna time tahun akhir ni. dengan projek tuh lagi. =.=” sabo sabo.

so, what am I doing sementara tunggu application nak masuk lab tu settle? lepak 1B lama². padahal asrama seciput je jarak nya weh. tak berpeluh pun kau jalan kaki. that day after last paper, lepak 1B tengok movie, Minyak Dagu. actually tak la berapa seram but ada lah juga menjerit² sebab terkejut tengok muka hantu tu. kahkahkah bangang.

aku pelik lah. kebanyakan, kebanyakan cerita Melayu yang hantu² ni. surrounding tu tak boleh nak gelap lagi ke? people keep asking, weh, blackout ke rumah dia ni? time tu siang, memang perabih gelap lah. cuba la cari inisiatif bagi cerita tu nampak seram dengan cara lain instead of time siang, langsir tak buka. bergelap je. be creative please. o_O

then hari ni, after met my supervisor, patut dah boleh settle pasal lab tu hari ni, tapi hanya kerana supervisor lupa kunci laci dia, we have to wait until he texts me to take the form. =.= aigoo. so, pegi lunch d 1B. lepak berjam² d kafe tu. then makan chocotop mcD, pun lepak lama² d situ. pegi depan GSC usha movie, lepak depan tu for almost an hour. actually just nak kill time tunggu gerai bakso buka. hehe

sekarang dah kenyang. hati pun senang. nak main game tapi tak ada mouse. T___T 

Mari Belajar!

sebelum belajar/ulangkaji, mari kita baca ni :-

Ya Allah jadikanlah aku dikalangan orang-orang yang apabila memandang bahan bacaan dengan sekali pandangan mereka sudah menghafal kandungan dalamnya , memahaminya , mengamalkannya dan menyampaikannya.
Ya Allah sesungguhnya aku menyimpankan kepadaMu apa-apa yang telah Kau ajarkan kepadaku maka kembalikanlah ia kepadaku ketika aku memerlukannya dan janganlah Engkau melupakan daku akannya wahai Tuhan sekalian alam.

#selamat belajar! :)

xoxo.

Final Exam Sem 5

3 days to final exam. Demam exam is on but mode study is off. seriously i can't study with this kind of condition. the cold, flu, cough is making me uncomfortable. i become weak. after taking my medicine, i will surely go to sleep. the medicine make me drowsy. besides, my body is weak and shivering due to the coldness even though it is not. 

i am starting to worry about my final exam, my pointer (╥﹏╥) but i am sorry, i can't do anything. just reading through the notes without memorizing them. i can't focus with the running nose. errggghh ⋋_⋌ what i can do is, praying to Allah that He will help me going through all these. i believe in Him. ت in sha Allah everything is going to be okay. i pray i pray i pray! 

till then.
happy new year people! #2013

xoxo.